strangers??

hmmm... i kept on thinking wat should i say and act whenever he's around.. i guess there is something between the two of us that really made me feel extra special... haha yah its nice to know that you are still ready to fall in love but the problem is.. is he really meant for you? I know he's still a complete stranger for me and so am I to him... but i dunno why everytime he's with me or everytime he's around... it seems like mah heart melts fast.. haayy its been so long since i felt this kind of feeling but i think it is not yet meant for me.. i know it is difficut to be with him coz of certain circumstances but,,, i guess through this message... i made myself relieved.