lazy!

lazy me! haha i dont want to work today... I feel like I want to go out and have fun with friends! hmmm where will I go? who's with me? ahahaha! Its Friday, I should have something to do later... where? where? where? I just got a pop from my cousin marge and she said she's not available on Sunday anymore.. well we should have a swimming on sunday eh sheeeshh!... hmmm maybe we'll just find time next month so we can all go out. I missed hanging out with my cousins.... because before we used to go out almost every week! haaay we're all busy and right now we can only have one short dinner and nothing follows..

LSS: After the Love has Gone

what am i up for this week? i dont know yet honestly.. well this past few days I've been praying and praying that somehow and someday I can fully say "i moved on"... weird feeling... sometimes i miss that someone and sometimes I don't... maybe its all because he has been part of my life. He was the first guy who has been really part of my life--my daily routine.. well lately i've been hooked up to earth, wind and fire's song "after the love has gone"... i don't know maybe I can fully relate to this song... coz now its "just yesterday" is all we have... every time we see each other here at the office its like we are both strangers and I can't blame myself of having this feeling because yes i am still hurting... everyone is saying he is not worthy for me.. well i know and i agree but the fact is i loved him and now I am making myself believe that he is indeed unworthy of everything. For the past 10 months I was terribly happy. I actually feel loved. I just dont know why everything changed. haaayyy God please help me.

indeed!

happy.. that's the best way to describe my feelings right now. I don't know why but I feel like i have forgiven that someone. yes indeed too fast huh? well that's me and I am proud of it.. i know and agree that I can only move on if I learned to forgive that someone who happened to be my worst nightmare. yes I am tough and that someone made me stronger than ever. I want everything in my life to be settled again--i want to regain my true happiness. officially happy now. thank God! I know everything will be perfectly fine everything in His time.

hey someone! super thank you. that's what i keep on telling you before and I am telling this again to you now. Thank you for making me stronger by saying goodbye. ;)

monday ;)

good morning! hmm what's in store for me this week? i dunno. maybe same old shit! o well i had a blast this long weekend. Last thursday, i went out with friends.. ahh that was fun! super!!! i guess I am now enjoying my life of being single wahahh! well thank you to dayle, ann, pierre and mike for at least making my night happy. we were all drunk! lol! haaayyy Im still praying that one day i will just wake up and say to myself... "im so ok"... im looking forward to that. pls pray for me. :)