undecided

been very busy since last month. facilitated a call center training (which is so new to me), did numerous reports, overlapping meetings, conference calls, process flows, escalation plans, SLAs and the worst thing was.. doing graveyard shift! I've been working for ABS-CBN Interactive for more than 5 years but this is the first time I ever felt super tired. Some says me and my friend will be transferred to ABS-CBN Global. Well at first I was happy but seeing the situation now and how demanding the work was... I am starting to have second thoughts. I know I need to grow but I also want to have time for myself, my family, my friends and of course love :P How I wish life was so simple like before. I miss being a kid. When all i wanted to do was to play and the only problem for me were school stuffs.

Earlier this morning I went to Baclaran church. I asked for guidance. I prayed for my job. I kept on praying that somehow, I will be able to finish all the tasks I need to do.. all the deliverables that I need to give and all the demands that they need to get. Lord, please help me.

BUSY!

gah! superrrr busy this past few days! we will be launching a new website next week and we still have so many stuffs to do. Anyway, aside from this super busy work is my super busy mind. i really don't know why am i having this weird feeling... it seems like i have so many things to do.. so many things to say.. so many things to work on. I want to go out. i want to relax but i cant! simply because of these things bugging me. There's this one thing that also bothers me but i kept insisting to myself that "NO! I AM NOT!" oh well let's just leave it as that and no need to elaborate. I just hope that I REALLY AM NOT. haay so many thoughts running on my mind and that adds to my stress meter. Weird isn't it? i know i have my family beside me.. i have so so many friends.. but how i wish i have someone whom i can share these sentiments with (ayun naman pala! hahaha minsan lang ako ganto ok?) haaay Lord, please send me one. ♥♥♥